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Twin Flames, My True Account

It was 1988 and I had just become a Reiki Practitioner, was meditating regularly, and had taken a one day a week job at a metaphysical bookstore called The Treasure Garden. I was on my way to becoming a Lightworker.

First day on the job, a fine looking gentleman dressed in a business suit walked in, introduced himself, and then headed over to the spiritual psychology section. There was a powerful instantaneous feeling that we had known each other before.

I’ve always been visionary, and seconds later after my eyes had adjusted to meeting his physical self, I saw this man dressed in blue jeans, wearing a blue denim type shirt and wearing a cowboy hat. I will not forget that day, because I knew in those moments that is how he looked when we last met in the BC gold rush days of yore. Some weeks later in my meditation I asked to see more. I saw me sitting on a greening hillside, behind me a small log cabin. In front of me, the same man that walked into the book store that day down below me on the hillside holding a metal watering bucket. He was about to feed the pinto looking horses that grazed behind an old fashioned looking wooden pole fence. I felt deliriously happy and at peace as I sat there on my hillside looking down at him and the scene below me.

This man kept coming into the store on Mondays, the one day of the week that I worked. There were feelings that we had known each other forever and I felt that he was my brother. The relationship was immediate, like no time had been lost since we were last together. Our conversations seemed to go on forever. For some reason, I began to pick up books in the store that related accounts of Twin Flames, and I avidly began to research the phenomenon.

One day, a year later, he reached over the sales counter where I stood, grabbed my hand and said, “I’m in love with you, you know.” I was shocked. I was married, had two teenage children, and people I bumped into at the store and meditation gatherings didn’t grab my hand and tell me they were in love with me. No one had ever done that before. I had not opened my heart to anyone at that point in time to explore love outside of marriage, although after giving it some thought, I decided to. I opened my heart to him just to see what this was all about.

Whoa! Was I in for a surprise. I saw and felt a whole lot! When we looked into each other’s eyes after that declaration, time and space had no meaning, we were eternal. It felt as though I had not ever lived before our reunion occurred. I began to feel that this man was my Twin Flame. Eventually, I asked for a vision to affirm that this man was truly my Twin Flame. I got one.

 In the vision we came together on a mountaintop, and when we embraced we became a flame. That flame grew larger and larger until it rose 100 feet into the air above us, getting brighter and brighter! As I watched the vision, sparks began to fly from the flame, airing in all directions. It was clear to see that we were truly Twin Flames.

After knowing this I was constantly soaring. My feet were not on the ground any more, and I recalled as a teenager feeling that there was a “man about town” who I was going to meet, and now I came to know that we were to serve humanity in a special way one day. I received many more visions of our lives together, and the theme was always meeting him and then losing him.

Our journey continued at the store, and I soon wanted to know more. How did the Twin Flame come about  anyway? I got another vision. This time I saw me/us, one being, standing in what looked like a hot tub filled with golden liquid, and beside me were several Atlanteon beings in full regalia alongside several ET’s. Also beside the hot tub were tall figures made out of quartz crystal, and the Atlanteons and ET’s were directing energy through the crystal statues to me/us in the pool. Gradually our organs and Soul separated, the last being the genitals. What a weird feeling it was! We were incarnated with both male and female genitals in Atlanteon times when this experiment was carried out. They, and our Soul, were now being separated, split in half, and out of one being, came two. The Holy Bible story of Eve coming out of the rib of Adam, may be the story of Twin Flames.

As I then suddenly saw myself, a woman, standing beside the tub, I felt so strange. I looked over to the other being in the tub, and there was this other human with only male genitalia. When this vision ended I asked my spiritual guides what the time frame of this separation was, and did every human go through it? I was told it began in Atlanteon times about 90 million years ago, and that millions of humans have gone through this Soul and organ separation, and that indeed, many of us went through this experiment and have Twin Flames. Also, I recently read stats that each year now; at least 200 humans worldwide are born with both genitals.

Interesting phenomenon that of the Twin Flame? Ever feel you are not complete? Then I suggest you may wish to manifest your Twin Flame. There may be karma to clear, but you will be in a special sacred relationship, like when you look into each other’s eyes you see and feel yourself, and yet you remain who you are. When you make love and are both on the same wave length, you become one and unlimited. There is an indescribable sacred sense of intimacy, oneness and intensity to your relationship with your Twin Flame, a feeling that seems to catapult you back to Source.

This man kept coming into the tore on Mondays, the one day of the week that, you see yourself


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National best-selling author, Advanced Reiki Master, Fire Priestess, Conference Speaker, Metaphysician Master, Agnes Toews-Andrews, has been researching the Goddess, the paranormal and metaphysical at home in Canada and at sacred sites around the world since 1987. It was while working with energy/Reiki that her clairsentient and clairaudient abilities began to awaken. A world traveler, she is the author of 8 non-fiction spiritual books and 1 book of paranormal fiction. At home in the question mark, Agnes has known since the age of 14 while watching a sunset in rural British Columbia that she was to be an 'Activator' of humanity and in 1989 made a commitment to be a Lightworker. Also a co-creative Devic gardner, macrobiotic consultant, she is the proud mother of two amazing kids and grandmother of five even more amazing grand kids. She currently resides in the Selkirk Mountains in the West Kootenays, British Columbia, Canada.  


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