Paganistan: Notes from the Secret Commonwealth
In Which One Midwest Man-in-Black Confers, Converses & Otherwise Hob-Nobs with his Fellow Hob-Men (& -Women) Concerning the Sundry Ways of the Famed but Ill-Starred Tribe of Witches.
On Moral Courage: In Which Our Intrepid Blogger Discovers that He's Just as Much a Weenie as the Next Guy
Is it right to do something wrong for the sake of a greater right?
Gods help me, I've come to believe that sometimes—sometimes—it is. That's what moral courage is all about.
I could have done it. I could have and, if I had, I honestly believe that things would have been the better for the deed.
But I failed the test. I ducked the burden of doing the wrong, of taking it upon myself to make that sacrifice. In so doing, I did a greater wrong by choosing the lesser right.
In general, I think of myself as a pretty courageous person. Sissy boys don't grow up to be happy, functional adults if they're not among the bravest of the brave.
But this was something different: a test of moral courage that, in the end, I failed.
It's too late to do anything now. If there's any consolation at all, it's that I'll know better next time—if ever there is one. That's why I'm telling you this. For what it's worth, here's my witch's counsel, one to another: for the sake of the greater good, sometimes it's better to make the sacrifice and do what's wrong.
No, I'm not going to tell you what it was; that's mine to me. By shirking one burden, though, I've taken on another, maybe greater, burden: the knowledge that I could possibly have made a difference, and chose not to.
Well, self-knowledge is an inherent good, they say. From a shipwreck, anything saved is a gain.
Now I, who once thought myself brave, find out that—when it comes to moral courage, at least—I'm just as much a weenie as the next guy.
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