Step Two- We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity
The First Step leaves us in a terrible position. We are utterly beyond human assistance. Our lives are unmanageable no matter what we do. We will never be able to control our drinking. Certainly this is a stance of hopelessness.
Many alcoholics or addicts will say “I worked the First Step long before I came into the program.” This means that they spent many years well aware of the hopelessness of their situations while still in active addiction. This was my experience as well. I was in terrible pain, and knew my lifestyle was unbearable and untenable, but I could not envision a way to live that did not include alcohol and drugs to numb the anxiety and panic that swelled up to swallow me whenever I was sober. I had to stop, but how?
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What a beautiful story, Brian, and I thank you for sharing it. Your experience in understanding a Higher Power as a non-divine en -
I have come to really identify with the term "Higher Power". When I found out my son was a drug addict I was first shocked and co -
hi again and again, let me say the 12 step program in not a silver bullet (not that you were saying that), and it is not for ever


